Who else feels this way?

the monotony of my day is emphasised at home.

rarely sometimes i go into the office and mingle

and i feel better for it.

the dull tasks; meetings, minutes, actions, follow-ups

are masked by a layer of barista coffees, swanky office spaces, posh lunches, and feeling like a boss.

i walk around the floor plate; seizing chances to say hello to strangers

pretending to be an extrovert

but when i am alone again (often starting on the commute back)

i feel the grief seeping in like a ship slowly being flooded before sinking

i immediately dislike the sensation, before sinking back into the comfy embrace of sadness

is this depression? or is this my life now? is this normal? who else feels this way?

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